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OK, so after having a baby and the struggles with that I have finally been able to start showing again. But (and that's a big but - both figuratively and literally!) it seems that the horseshow gods are against me! One of my horses' foot cracked right along the nailhead line and he lost oh let's say 2 inches of foot (motion went from above level to barely stepping over a stick), and now my other horse got squirrely in the lines the other night and stepped right out of her shoe! My farrier can't get here until Sunday (which is my son's birthday and Father's day) and another farrier I found stood me up and my husband and I tried to put it on but chickened out (you would just have to know the horse) and now I just feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. You know how much I'm gonna freak out asbtwh if I walk up to the stall and find she has pawed off all of her toe.... Is this something all moms go through when they try to start showing again? Is this just my guilt for my own selfishness (which I admit I am very selfish)? Anybody else have bad horse kharma? If so when does it end???